ipod is on shuffle mode again.
somehow i don't know wat to write at my main/chinese blog anymore. maybe its because i now know ppl that i'm not aware of are reading it but WHY?! i actually thought that i don't mind whoever is reading my blogs..that probably shows that i do mind what ppl think of me =x
i guess that contributes too to my uncertainty. i feel so lost lately. *sidetrack:stupid system is extremely slow again rars*
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 at 1:07 PM
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well yesterday i happened to be sms-ing kelvin when his irritating customer made him stay in the office till 9 plus. he was hungry and upset at the same time...i had an idea suddenly and sent him an mms:

i made him smile and i was happy. it has been ages since i'd even bother to send smses or mmses just to talk to someone or just to cheer someone up. for some unknown reason since studying in sg i've become lazy/can't be bothered to use my phone for such seemingly useless but priceless actions. i've turned into that cold blooded person who chosed to be ignorant and care free....
but i'm really glad penang has turned me humane again. =]
jason mraz is loveee. hehs.
Saturday, June 21, 2008 at 1:15 AM
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jz finished reading p.s. i love you. finally.
it feels warm and well to be able to drown in a book once again, laughing and crying wholeheartedly at the same time...i feel much better now.
sometimes people get tired of being strong, get tired of being assumed they are strong. wished i could be weak once in a while with someone to depend on. sometimes i scroll down the namelist on my phonebook without finding someone i can just call and yank about. actually...it's none of my friends' problem. its mine. my heart is locked.
and right now my eyes hurt so much i don't feel like doing homework anymore. sheeshh....>.< the homework has been there for like ages....wonder when i can finally get it done. ARGH.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 at 11:54 PM
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well i just needed to rant and i thought of this place so here i am.
have been sick for 3 days. haven't been to work for 2 days. so yes i got my wish to slaaack at home but i really don't wanna be sick. what is going on in my stomach?! i wished i knew. the pain isn't that frequent alr though. tmr is supposed to be a packed day. hopefully i'll be well by the end of the day =x
just had my smu law interview in the morning. and i just woke up minutes before the interview so i was quite nervous. my first answer didn't make any sense and also because the profs were talking through the loud speaker i guess so their questions weren't that clear. the rest of the interview was okay, but since we weren't face to face i couldn't figure out whether the profs were pleased or bored by my answers. only the lady mentioned that my reason for studying law was interesting :p oh well. mum still hopes that i might change my mind about studying linguistics. she also pointed out that i should have rejected the interview if i have no intention of going into law. but i guess i just wanted the affirmation. the chance to prove myself capable. stillll NO i wouldn't sell myself for money. NOO!
i'm 20 alr. i guess its normal to yearn for a life partner. i've been praying for the right one to appear because i don't wanna have anymore heartbreaks or break anyone elses heart. i'm really really envious when i see people in love, but it takes more than love for two people to stay together. guess..i have to keep on praying.
ok. enough of ranting. going off to watch august rush. whee.
PS:amy dear, i update my chi blog more often. thought you knew that. hehe.
Friday, June 13, 2008 at 12:59 PM
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