and yes i haven been updating for awhile.
i realised i have been busy but i really don't know what i'm busy doing. seems like i haven been doing anything productive. but such is working life. argh hate it. nvm. i'm quitting my job by end of june! so i'll have a whole month for myself before uni starts.
i feel uneasy when ppl ask oh so you are going to nus. yes i know nus the best uni in sg and blah blah blah but so what? i dunno. the fame of the uni isn't that impt to me. yes i got an offer from nus too..and its a course i'm pretty interested in..project and facilites management. buuuut. i like linguistics more. and ntu too. ahh oh well. i guess i shouldn't bother what others think or say. its me who is goin to uni right? sidetrack, the linguistics profs are so so nice. XD i sent an email last week saying i haven't got my offer letter. which actually did come but it went to my god bro's house in sg instead of mine in pg. and the prof actually called on that very day, to assure me that i have a place, adding 'you are one of the most excellent students, you must come!' oh man. i was speechless. i can't wait to see them in person but well when ppl have expectations on you that's where the pressure starts to load in. haha. i've experienced that for 5 yrs. i hope i won't let them down. i believe i have made the right choice, and i have followed my heart and desire :)) screw whatever ppl think of me. the hardest part is when ppl ask what are you goin to do in the future. actually i'm not very sure what i wanna be. =x its not like studying engineering and then you can tell ppl yes i wanna be an engineer. the narrow path is not for everyone =)