went to stream of praise worship concert tonight.
has been yrs since the 1st time i watch them.
before e worship started i told God, no i'm not gonna expect anything, i'll jz enjoy ur presence..
when the music started everything was different.
i felt joy and peace.
den in e middle of my fav worship song i started crying.
my heart was hurting very deeply.
den e worship leader asked us to put our hands over our hearts, and tell God whatever you needed to..although He knows all.
suddenly everything started to flash back....
Yes i know i haven been depending on Him..
i know he hasn't forsake me..
i'm sorry my dear Father, for drinking and hating..
for getting hurt and not turning to you..
after that i felt a strange stillness and peace in my heart..
also the sweet presence of confirmation by the Holy Spirit.
oh God.
I DO LOVE YOU SO MUCH.